Wednesday, November 16, 2016

On the Heels of Healing

Often in this life I have cried and supplicated the unseen, "Why me, Lord?" Too much suffering. Too much loss. So much grief shackled by debilitating physical limitations and mind squeezing depression when it was impossible to rub two thoughts together without my internal wires sizzling into an all systems shut down. (Sufferers of fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue syndrome along with scores of other disorders, ailments and afflictions can certainly attest to the truth of this physical manifestation of dis-ease, unwellness, and pain.)

Healing, inside, outside, over and under, challenges us to feel from a deeper place within. For me, this has been about realizing a closer alignment with my True-self, the Divine as me in this body, to the Higher-self that is also Me. Closer alignment brings with it the gifts of Knowingness, and discovering what that means is learning to trust that Knowing more quickly until it becomes instantaneous. It's an in-THE-moment kind of thing. Learning to make the allowance to BE fully human and learn from that CHOICE in every presentiment is an opportunity to NOT forget the Realm of Otherness that is actually my Home, your Home, OUR Home.

We are HERE for a REASON even when we don't remember what that reason is. Love is the Energy that propels us and fuels the momentum to fully realize our purpose. So, when we meet face to face, heart to heart, soul to soul, sometimes we know that we are meeting in the spaces between the Here and the There. Sometimes we don't. "We are here "is a very real thing that our soul requested. "We are here" is a very real opportunity to grow. We are here. Here is there. There is here, and if you are feeling conflicted, convoluted, flustered and confuseled, you are not alone. We're in this Together. Being pulled by the divinity within into the swirl for the sake of healing can really knock a person galley west!

Why not consider this? The thin veil between Here and There is merely a gossamer curtain shimmering in the half light between awake and asleep where we hold each other in tender regard in the ever present flow that is the fluidity of the NowMoment. We do this Tao and Zen...or Now and Then, for those of you not yet familiar with my penchant for word play!


This one's for you, Mom. Thanks for pushing your beautiful face through that thin gossamer veil last night. You are the inspiration for this post. I love you.

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